Joyful Minds, Open HeartsOvercoming Negativity Addiction

Today was wonderful because I found myself triggered by a certain person I am working with. This person, who has been so kind, warm, and wonderful but has definite opinions and ideas about what is right for this movie I am making.

My negativity addiction has been triggered over this person for a couple of weeks now, but I hadn’t noticed when I was triggered or that I was indulging for hours and hours, with anger, defensiveness, and an anxiety that this person is going to bulldoze my creative vision, etc. etc.

So the reason that today was great (and the past few days) is because I see that now I am noticing within sixty seconds of being triggered that it is happening and, because I am noticing, I then have a choice of whether to indulge the addiction with “indignation”, “self protection”, “creative integrity”, yadda yadda yadda or simply vibe switch as we do in the Overcoming Negativity Addiction program.

The revelation I had is that even though I love this film project with my life and feel deep loyalty to the story, etc., it is not worth indulging my addiction over, thus creating negative biochemicals in my system. So I can be open, stay calm, and not be attached to having my way in every situation. This person is presenting himself to me as a teacher and mentor, which I think is actually quite nice, but it doesn’t leave a lot of room for a sense of equality between us. I can be lovingly assertive, but at the same time allow him to be as he is, have compassion for the fact that maybe he has negativity addiction too and listen to what wisdom he has to offer.

I never in a million years thought I would value my own peace of mind and alignment over the story I am telling with this film, but I do.

This revelation opened up a lot of really powerful ideas that maybe my ego has been involved too and maybe I could open my mind a little more to this person’s ideas who has been in the business forever and has a lot of expertise with telling good stories.

I think in some ways I am learning the balance between letting go and surrendering and being lovingly assertive. Sometimes it’s tricky to see whcih one of these vibe switches actually feels better. I think that, ultimately, the vibe switch that feels the best in this circumstance is to let go, surrender, and trust that we all want to tell the best story, and the Universe has it handled as I get out of the way. I think the less ego I bring to this process, the happier I’ll be. Whether that makes the best movie or not is up to my Spiritual Guide, who wrote the script through me in the first place. It makes me feel good to say, “Letting go of my ego and going with the flow will create the best movie. All I have to do is let go and  trust, keep vibe switching, be loving and kind, and don’t make the project more important than the people.”

Oooh, I like that. “Don’t make the project more important than the people.”

This is so fitting because this entire movie is about Love!!!

Love and Happy Biochemicals,
Denise

Dear Ones,

I want to say that the ONA Program is the greatest thing I have ever done for myself. I keep telling my students that I am another ONA student and not the teacher because I truly channeled the information in the course from my Spirit Guide (I think because it was what I most needed to learn myself.)

Since doing the ONA course, everything in my life has changed for the better.

My relationships have improved dramatically. I am close with my parents again after many years of somewhat strained relationships. My marriage has improved and is more fun, more loving, kind, sexy and generous than ever. We both feel like teenagers in love again. My health is better than I can ever remember it being. I’ve lost ten pounds and feel healthier and more energized than ever. I don’t people please anymore and people tend to treat me with more love and respect overall. I have no more moodiness and my moods tend to stabilize all the time between serenity, joy, and bliss.

I live in what feels like a constant state of enthusiasm but with this new-found confidence and calmness. My self esteem has shot through the roof. I have become free of worry, anger, moodiness, and judgment. I walk around feeling in love with everyone and everything most all of the time. I feel closer to my Spiritual Source than ever in my life, feeling deeply loved by God/Soul/Love than ever and I feel love radiating to me from nonphysical dimensions all day long.

But, perhaps the most outwardly noticeable thing that’s come to me from doing the ONA Program is that my vibration has become so consistently positive, that I finally manifested my feature film getting financed and giant Hollywood movie stars attached to doing the film. The movie is getting made in the winter for millions of dollars.

This is after many many years of trying to manifest this desire even with feeling it real and visualizing all the time. I know that it was the ONA course that helped me truly break through to manifesting my biggest desire because ONA makes you vibrationally consistent. And vibrational consistency is the name of the game when it comes to manifesting.

So many people think that they can visualize for five minutes a day but be all over the emotional map for the rest of the day and hope to manifest big things into their lives.

It simply doesn’t work that way.

One has to become consistent moment to moment with his/her vibration in order to reap the big rewards from the Law of Attraction. I truly believe that if it wasn’t for ONA, I wouldn’t have manifested my movie success.

I wasn’t consistent enough in sending out happy signals and was vibrationally up and down about the subject.

Now I have antidotes for every single trigger for my Negativity Addiction so I learned how to ALWAYS feel good about my movie and therefore my movie just showed up into my lap with no real effort on my part.

Please, if you have ever trusted me before, or if I have helped your life in any way in the past…trust me now. This is the MOST important product we have.

I truly want to help you live the life you love and I believe with my whole heart that I have found the answer to how to manifest our hearts’ desires and find lasting happiness. The ONA Program is the most important product I have ever used in all of my years of spiritual study. It will heal every area of your life. I promise you. It will radically change your life for the better. You will learn to be happy. Really really really happy.

I love you all. My wish is for everyone on the planet to benefit from this course. You are the light of the world. When you overcome your own Negativity Addiction, your joy radiates to the world around you and becomes contagious. Your children will feel it, your friends and family, your neighbors, even strangers on the street. Let’s heal the world by healing our own minds once and for all.

Love and ‘Blissings’,
Denise